One day when you are ready, maybe this lifetime or another, you will get the courage to take back your power. For now, enjoy your experience of fully exploring all the nooks and crannies of duality consciousness where the illusionary seperateness from all things including God seems real when in fact it is very much illusion.
The egoic mind creates this seperateness and as long as we foster it in modes of fear, hate, judgement, etc, we keep it alive.
Remember Jesus said "all these things you will do and more", when he was refering to the many miracles he performed.
Read up on particle wave theory and get back to me. Lets discuss the implications.