Re: Where is God?
Obviously you come from a different point of you...and I can't change that.
Just remember never to try and bring God down to our level to try and understand Him. Because we can't. We must try and get as close as we can to His level until perfection is reached in Heaven.
The only thing I can do for you is pray and hope that God will open your heart and mind to the truths the Bible teaches. The true doctrine. The true word!! I know all the verses you mentioned, but remember the verses where God says "...I loved this person, but hated the other" and so many different areas where it shows that God also has anger over some. Not forgetting He's a God of love, He is the one controlling the world, thus controlling what happens in the world. Be it hurricanes, many deaths, earthquakes, whatever, God is the only one in control of everything and He's doing it for a purpose. Just read the bible, but don't skip the parts that you dont' like, because they're there for a reason. Just pray to God that you may understand them.
God bless!