Re: Quartz follow up

Thanks so much for that Wrenn and Tracey.

I think I am really afarid of this crystal because it is so powerful. I somehow feel after being around it, that I have no legitimacy to handle it. What really scares me is being possessed by a dark evil force- and I think that is probably a childhood fear from watching too many horror movies from when I was young. The thought of splitting really scares me.

I was wearing red when I brought and handled it and even carried my favourite hematite crystal- but still felt its force. Very draining and heavy. When I was carrying it in my bag, it felt like such a responsibilty.

When I brought it I think my intention was wrong- feeling its power, I got into the whole power related issues of control and thinking by having this crystal I could do amazing super powerful things- probably to escape reality. It was interesting to note that the area most affected after that was my solar plexus chakra.

They say Clear quartz has the power to enhance everything positive and negative- It certainly does amply things- so maybe the thought of being possessed was amplified.

Something that was interesting while I was holding it was that I saw an amazing electric green aura inside it and after when I shut my eyes I could still see this colour.

One of the dreams I had- was a very clear warning- this witch came to my house and told me I was not ready to use it- and not to open up things I was not ready to see- then afterwards she asked if i wanted to see my future- to which I of course declined. After that I saw an image of a green witch.

I feel like the crystal had been used badly before, because I kept drawing this image of a pentagram enclosed in a circle, for a few days after.

Right now, I feel that the best thing is to leave it and wait for the crystal to call me when it's ready or more likely when I'm ready. I just feel that somehow its lonely down there.

Thanks for listening,

Ollie
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