Re: My girlfriend was wearing diapers.
Tracey I got back Wednesday did my third flush when I got back.. Toxins are flowing out like never before. I feel like I am actually living in my body again.. I read once where because of fear and pain and negative emotions that our spirits? self? what do you call the invisible self that resides in these shells. That we are disoriented, upside down or halfay in halfway out of our bodies and never able to experience the fullness of spiritual or physical. I think because of fear and such I have been so detached and away from my body because I did not deal with certain issues. And maybe that's what returning and succeeding in school is. School is the vessel or body in which I learn as opposed to some remote location.
All I do know is ask in my dreams and I receive in my dreams. This dream was actually a response to a question I asked. Before sleep I asked about 3 distinct women in my life the first night all 3 women were there and I had a vivid dream but little recall upon awakening. The next night I asked for ability of total recall. Even after disturbances I was able to recall the dream. One of the 3 women I asked about was my ex wife who I believe was the baby as she has been said to be infantile and immature dependent on others for all her needs emotions etc. I did not want to put my arms around this girl but I automatically did because it was expected.
I don't know why french. Yes I do my ex-wife's parents are from a french speaking country, but what does that have to do with nostradamus. Is that a symbol saying to intuit my ex-wife? My intuition is definitely bangin. It just comes and I speak and I know things that are not logical.
Yeah I'm actually seemingly going through and alchemical transmutation myself. I wonder if people will recognize me later. The way I'm going I feel like I'll be able to answer the question of life soon!!!
I'll Get back
Anthony