Angels & Non-corporal Beings

I understand that folks without the dogma of a belief in angels or a Loving & Kind Super Being may not experience angels and other "non-corporal" beings but I do and they don't make me fearful or afraid...This understanding of their seperateness gives me joy and joy... I also understand the universe as an organic whole...Every single particle and wave affects every other particle and wave depending our perception of them as particles or waves. But I call those waves or particles spirits? While the illusion of seperateness may not perfectly fit rieki...I don't want my friends and spiritual family to become become waves with no personality or free-will...they have names and make choices just like you and me...They are learning about love just like you and me....they make me smile & laugh...they are my friends...but I do want to tap into that reiki energy...Do I have to deny my spitual family to tap into the non-duality energy...Non-duality scares me a little bit...I disappers into we... I don't mind being a we...I just get great joy from being an I also...Can I use rieki and still believe in duality? Tweet