Re: returning to practice after a long absence...

It sounds like you are so "in your head" that you miss the point.

This is what you have failed to see, and you go on with the discourse ....at length...

I intuit a narcisstic nature that has stopped you in matters of the heart. It carries an odd tone that it produces; professorial, then full of self, then defensive...a genuine sincerity, but all head..."not connected". Young?

I am sure you are a very fine genuine person....Qualified-only you can know....Woodlawn has tact and found value in the "one step at a time theory" the rest was hurtful to read. That was the basis for the Demeter reaction James.