yeah!!!
yeah!! I am so glad that you have been allowing the thoughts to come in and out naturally. Getting back in touch with my intuition taught me to stop thinking! I think too much and it messses me up. If you analyze stuff, you weigh the negative and positive outcomes and sometimes those fears predominate. This experience is now forcing you to face the "main" issue of your life. If its from your childhood, or a past life or when ever...now is the time to face it. No one can do it but you. I hate that sometimes, but ultimately it means no one can take it away from you once you overcome the fear. Its tough, I know. the QX helps.
ya, I don't know why I don't like the courtship right now. Its just....feels like we already courted during college. But we didn't... (maybe subconsciously i knew we belonged together?) He was the one suffering while I overlooked him. So now the shoe is on the other foot. I guess I am just afraid he will marry his girlfriend. I love talking to him so much--he's a talented poet did I tell you? i don't know his sign, but isn't that so synchronized with my pisces-ness. he says I bring out so much from inside him. I think he is confused--he has a nice girlfriend and then I come into the picture and rock the boat. so if I was him, i would stay away from me for a little while. It would be hard for me to balance the feelings for both people. she's security and i'm mystery. he's already been dumped so security seems to look very attractive right now. so i'm afraid he'll forget me altogether:( time will tell.
we'll survive,
stay positive,
XOXOXO~gracey