Re: you would be great!!!

Gracey!

Thanks for the vote of confidence!

Funny....before I read your post yesterday I was outside gardening and I wasn't 'thinking' (usually I THINK and analyze things but lately I've just been letting thoughts come in and out in a nice watery way...) and it just kept popping up...QXCI practicitioner! I think maybe I should be! Why not? Maybe that's the whole reason why I had this past month breakdown! It got me worried about my health....which led me to the QX! (and if it wasn't first for Lapis for creating this forum and 2nd for YOU enthusiastically sharing your QX experience that really intrigued me!! It never would have happened!) Who knows. I can get into Fantasy land pretty damn quick (I've got lotsa Pisces/Neptune in me too!!!)...so I actually HAVEN'T analyzed and THOUGHT about this possibility...just let it wash in and wash out....I guess if it keeps washing in and out it just may happen!! Wouldn't that be cool?? I'd really have YOU to thank Gracey!!

Anyway...you are SO right. I am soooo limiting myself with this stupidity of self-consciousness!! That has GOT to go. Thank you SO much for pointing that out...isn't it weird how one just keeps missing the MAIN issues! Here I was looking somewhere else! Retarded. (Gracey - I can't believe, really, how much you've helped me!!! TWO big things!)

Now onto the Boy Thing again!

That is funny...must be your Aries that makes you impatient with it. I am the total opposite!! I love the long courtship! (and my past boyfriends haven't seemed to mind...what anticipation!) I love the titilation of desire...I like it to build and build and build. I like the yearning feeling! (and it hasn't ever been like: "NO, I want to wait!" Yuk! not at all....I just take things slowly...it's exciting for both!) I don't know if you can bring some of that into your life right now...but if you could it might solve some of those feelings of wanting to KNOW what the hell is going on. Be strong and confident in yourself...if he wants you he's gonna have to come and get you!

okay...rambling on...better git to work!

I love you Gracey...

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