you would be great!!!

Tracey,
yes, i thought many times that you would be a great qxci practitioner. you are great with all of us here and you really have the sbility to open up the toughest the clam! when i think of how much i have changed and learned about myself---you were really the spark that ignited my revival. you were so patient and intuitive, it was really valuable for my healing. so i would not give up on the idea. what is the fear that you are suppressing that makes you dislike seeing others face to face? i am sure it is coming from something else. how do you think they will persieve you or how will you feel about strangers looking at you? i am sure you will resolve this, because it is holding you back.

my practitioner did give me print outs, but the numbers are arbitrary so it is not helpful. also he gave me lots of hand outs to read and recommended two books. after a session i am so emotional, it takes a good while to recover and start looking into myself again. its like the last place i want to look, but it has become a lot easier recently.

you're 100% right about enjoying this time with my friend. i have a tendancy not to appreciate boyfriends b/c i usually attract them pretty quickly(not always just usually). so this has been a lesson in patience and appreciation and acceptance. hearing him tell me that i was everything he ever wanted and knowing that i can't have him is a real hard pill to swallow. but there is a reason. all those years he cared so deeply for me i did not give him the attention he deserved, so I am lucky that he takes the time to write to me and call me. especially after all these years. its a good lesson 4 me, but i dislike it just the same.

love-gracey

yes, i have to get away from the house and exercise, its really helping me a lot! Tweet