Re: My happy story

this is so true. people who abuse are ALL BAD. there is nothing good about them. i was abused by my brother and a bunch of other people at his request. i hate them all. i feel so much pain from it. all i can do is hide from men. this makes me sad. i want to have friends, but i wind up pushing everyone away. i want to kill myself often. even my best friends are aware of how volitile i can be. i feel ashamed that i push them away. i even push my wife away.
help