Raped at age 5

Hi, I am a new member. Here is my story of sexual abuse. I was living in Central America with my aunt. One day she decided to take me along with her to her friend's house. Her friend owned a small grocery store in her house. My aunt(for some particular reason decided to help her). I was left in a room with two older male teenagers watching television. I few minutes later I felt someone's hand covering my mouth. I was not sure of what was occuring. He picked me up and placed me on top of a bunk bed where the other teenager was already waiting. I was forced on my stomach while he put my pants down and raped me. They took turns and later, out of nowhere my aunt entered the room. She came in, her eyes moving upward towards the bunk bed. I was sitting down pretending nothing had happened, so were the other teenagers. She left and then continue raping me, not sure when it ended. A few days or week later I went to the doctor for my usual physical checkup. Some how my aunt found out someone raped me. She suspected it was my cousin (we shared the same room). She wrote a letter to my parents which during that time lived in the United States. A few months later I moved here and was raped by my own father (which received the letter and told me if I didnt allow him to rape me, then he will tell my mother about my abuse). This is where the real abuse started. I was molested and raped by this person, he would take me to his job which was in a mansion. I was there alone with my abuser. Raped in the attic, bathrooms, bedrooms, living room, basement, etc.. I onced remember him raping me, I was crawling trying to enter the closet which lead to the balcony. I didnt make it.he already finished his assault on me. I was also cummed on, and other homogenous disgusting things. All of this ended when I was around eleven and a half or tewlve. I am a twenty year old male now, and searching for help. I am currently seeing a college counselor about this, but it seems not to be helping me.

Thanks for reading..