Re: Abused by my Father - my story

hello, cloe...

I tried to write my story, but it's too hard to talk about it.
Thank yu for sharing yours, because it really made me feel that we're not alone, and there are inded people around the world who knows our pain...even if our relatives don't believe it. At least in my case: I'm 20 and my family hates me because I can't talk to my parents and I just don't want to see my father. I miss my brother, but I think he does not like me anymore because I got out of my family's house and moved on to another city. My father raped me and my mother closed her eyes all the time. He also had always looked at me with a sexualy desire look and everyone said that I had to accept him to look at me as Looooong as he wanted because the is my father. I hate them all for this. And I hate myself for hating them all, sometimes. ...the pain is so deep that I feel like not even dying would take it away. I guess the only thing I can do now is to try to help other girls like you and me, try to make them go over that and do what they were born to do. I will do that.I just am finding how to do it right now.

Well anyway...I just wrote to send you all the love on the universe. I wish for you and your little angel girls all the best, confort and caring. I wish you sun days and hope and...you know...all the best from this world. God bless you.

joana.

ps - lol! I just ended up by telling you my story anyway! Lol! wow, it feels good...I think I will star telling it more often...the pain relievs a litlle.
Well, i gotta go now.
take are,jo.