CureZone   Log On   Join
Re: Ego Death
 
rudenski Views: 1,582
Published: 20 y
 
This is a reply to # 563,222

Re: Ego Death


Judgement is a snare that sometimes sneaks up on me and drags me back into my pre-ego death days. I once thought that hating hatred was the last refuge of hatred but I am coming to understand that even "hating hatred" is judgemental. In "heaven" or whatever you call heaven, all is well, but here in my flesh I cling to a kind of frustration that others are just not getting how loving God is. It is a kind of left handed judgement that stops me from receiving the full measure of love I know God has for me and everyone. God has forgiven even my judgement but my judgements do affect my life as I live it in the illusion of time in the the here & now. I know that playing the judgement game is that old man trying to get back in but often I feel drawn into a fight I already know the outcome to. Yes, Love has won the day over-un Love but knowing it does not prevent me from feeling drawn back into that battle.
©†ƒ……•™¼‡_Original_Message_¾€š½ž¢«»¬ï°©

Judgement is a snare sometimes sneaks up on me and drags me back into my pre-ego death days. I once thought that hating hatred was the last refuge of hatred but I am coming to understand that even "hating hatred" is judgemental. In "heaven" or whatever you call heaven, all is well, but here in my flesh I cling to a kind of frustration that others are just not getting how loving God is. It is a kind of left handed judgement that stops me from receiving the full measure of love I know God has for me and everyone. God has forgiven even my judgement but my judgements do affect my life as I live it in the illusion of time in the the here & now. I know that playing the judgement game is that old man trying to get back in but often I feel drawn into a fight I already know the outcome to. Yes, Love has won the day over-un Love but knowing it does not prevent me from feeling drawn back into that battle.
 

 
Printer-friendly version of this page Email this message to a friend
Alert Moderators
Report Spam or bad message  Alert Moderators on This GOOD Message

This Forum message belongs to a larger discussion thread. See the complete thread below. You can reply to this message!


 

Donate to CureZone


CureZone Newsletter is distributed in partnership with https://www.netatlantic.com


Contact Us - Advertise - Stats

Copyright 1999 - 2024  www.curezone.org

0.172 sec, (1)