A trpp to speak to Jesus

This does not go here, but I was not sure if you would find it in the dream forum.

I want to know what you think about this dream.
My freshmen year, I went to England as an exchange student . This is a dream come true!! As a little girl, I always told God that I would consider my time here on earth worthwhile if I could tour Europe. Also, in order to go, I would have to pull off the impossible, so I thought at the time: I had to maintain a 3.5 GPA to even fill out the application. I was so appreciative and could not stop thanking God for all the miracles that occurred in Europe. At least three that saved my life. One) this young couple stole my bus ticket when I was not looking. When my bus pulled up, I could not find the ticket. I panicked and started to cry silently because my emotions were already in over overdrive. This beautiful silver haired man walked up to me and asked if I lost a ticket. I distantly remember double ,triple, checking my ticket to make sure it was zipped up carefully in my carry along. The reason I was so focused on the safety of that ticket was because I spent the last of my money on it. I was at the end of touring all of Europe and just leaving Dover England to arrive at my host families house. There, would be more money for me. I'll never forget the face of the man. I thanked Jesus, and blessed the old man and cried even more.
two) When I was using the public transportation in London, a man that tried to abduct me after fallowing me for many miles on the tube. was making my last change on the tube and again notice this man fallowing me and I made a wrong turn out of fear and confusion. WEll, this wrong turn lead me to a dark, secluded area. The man was a few people behind me; I just turned and headed back down the escalator. The man grabbed me just as I was turning to go down words. He did not have a good hold of me and I blended in with people. I ran to the nearest police officer and he escorted me home. This was a miracle. Again, I was left thanking God for my life. Any way, when I got home I spent many weeks so emotional and confused about what it was I was feeling. I was so happy to go to Europe, but it was the scariest, hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. I am trying to show you how appreciative I was when I came home.
All this to say that for the next several days, I was so appreciative and sincerely wanted to thank God in person for allowing me to go to Europe. A few days later, I had a dream that I was zooming to heaven, I became scared and could not continue all the way to heaven. I stopped and fell back to earth. Jesus me me half way. It could be that I was not allowed in heaven. Our meeting place was as black as space. When I got to our meeting place, a big majestic guardian was there and he was not happy to see me. He stood between me and Jesus. Jesus came out from some where at a distance. He was full of love for me. He allowed me to express my gratitude and to tell him that I loved him. As soon as I did that, the guardian raised it's right hand and his sword; he brought it down hard on to my left shoulder. When I woke up, I jerked, gasped and felt a sharp pain shoot from my left shoulder all the way to my head.

Thanks Ana

After reading your NDE, I realized that where Jesus and I talked, was not heaven at all. It was someplace between because I was not able to make the journey due to fear of being so far away from earth. Afraid of heights, I guess. Tweet