Immune Deficiency Disease - pls help

I am 30, diagnosed with Immune deficiency disease - not aids or hiv. Also have nodules on my lungs. Main symptoms are persistant sinus infections and bronchitis. My body does not produce it's own antibodies and I get infections all the time. I was being treated with monthly intravenous infusions of antibodies from the blood donar pool but recently discovered raw food diet and dr schultze. I have since told my doctor that I do not want to continue with the treatments as I want to heal naturally. He said i was placing my life at risk and was quite against my ideas. However I have purchased Dr. Schultzes products and have repeatedly tried to start with the 5 day program. However I have trouble getting past day 2 as I get very distracted with 5 children, busy household etc. etc. Also get cravings for food etc. I recently changed my diet to raw, plus juicing but just can't seem to get anywhere with the cleanses. I ultimately want to do the 30 day incurables for this disease but need the motivation to complete the shorter cleanses. Help - they are overwhelming and time consuming for me, not to mention the taste is hard to overcome. Any suggestions? Tweet