@Autumn - Thanks!

Thanks Autumn,

your message was really helpful...maybe I should think about moving on and there's definitely a part of me that wants to do so but the other part tells me to stick to this girl cuz after all I still love her!

Your birdwatching example was really funny :-)...I would like to try it out but since we go to the same college and sleep in the same bed nearly every night it's hard to keep your hands away and she also initiates making out pretty often so it's not that easy to stay abstinent...

I talked with her about that topic and she says that she would feel guilty if she had sex now but what does the bible say about self-gratification, oral sex...hasn't she already 'sinned' then...wasn't sure about that point so I didn't reply to her statement...