Re: Having feelings for the same sex. Me too

Same here. I was raised Catholic but now I dislike every religion and consider myself an Atheist. It took many years of discovery and studying Science and reading to come to that conclusion.
I have always had curiosity about what it would be like with a woman, and I am very turned on by women's pictures in p 0 r n. Maybe one day I will have the opportunity, but I never had and don't even know where to look. I would not involve my fiance in a 3some because I would be too jealous and it would destroy our relationship. But one on one I would. I am 43 and have had these feelings for about 25 years. I have always been with men though and I love men. I just think I would enjoy it with a woman too, especially because they would know what I like. My fiance is not a good lover and doesn't give me oral, so I am very frustrated when it comes to that.
I wonder how I can meet an attractive woman and have a safe and no strings attached pleasure only relationship.