Hi there. I don't think you are crazy because I have been suffering from the same problem for almost a year. I don't know if you have had the urodynamics study done but that at least let me know it wasn't all in my head. If you are like me, you probably have an unstable bladder. The unfortunate thing is the doctors may discover you have an unstable (overactive) bladder but they can not tell you why it started happening. They just send you for crazy tests and prescribe medications that don't help. I am still searching for the cure so know you are not alone!