Nasties!

Wow Tracey,

Yup, I guess there are a lot of "nasties" thoughts in there. Although, truthfully, I am not able to recognize them for some reason.

I've been thinking...although I am doing a Liver Flush this weekend, and truly hope to get out some 'other' nasties, I don't think a physical interpretation is correct. I know body/house cleaning. My feeling is that after a few hits I didn't WANT to kill the big rat/cat thingie. I started to feel a real fondness for it, but felt I SHOULD kill it because I had caused it too much pain/harm. But what exactly does the big rat/cat symbolize....I haven't the faintest. Am I stupid or what?

I really agree with the idea that hubby is away and I'm relaxed and have quiet and therefore air pressure cleaning my mind. I am working really hard at erasing negative thoughts. I feel very strongly that for a month I don't need to WORRY about anything, just me, and I'm low maintenance. Does that make sense? The "bugs" seem to be worry about money, the future etc, but the biggish rat/cat thing that won't die I think represents something else. Maybe not a negative thing....I just don't know!!!! I've got to think ;)

What does it mean that I don't know what the issue is? A couple of things come to mind, but they don't seem right.

Also, in all this, a job interview came up. I'm not even interested in changing jobs because I want to focus on other things at the moment. Perhaps it's all nudging me towards determining what I really want. So I prepared for and sat through this stressful interview wondering why I was there!?

What's going on?

I'll give it some good thinking tonight.

Thanks Tracey!

I'm really glad your friend resonated with the book. She's awesome. I actually have a student who looks just like her as a younger women (40s)! I have not been to the BC ashram but I think they have some interesting programmes.

xo
janaki