Re: I can't explain 2

Though I did not see her I felt she was someone different than I had first perceived as a mother. She is a prototype of a mother or someone who is nurturing and connected through heart strings.

I felt today that my consensus reality was a mere yet not diminished feeling that she had for me in her own heart of hearts.

I'm still connected to HER, so Its possible I'll have more insights or clarity (yeah right) after I lose HER awareness.

I just am a part of her whoever she is! I am the product of all her dreams, yet my ego appears to be crucified hmmm.

anthony