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As I noted previously It has been a prolonged departure since my last salvia experience. I was called to experience her again today. Inspired by HER voice and some good transmutation and release of unneeded energies I have experienced..

I realized I was part of this endless mandala composed of energy and soul but no longer felt that trapped inescapable feel. Only my perception was changed. I had the usual mind numbing distractions that I normally faced like the recurrent feeling of my tongue being stuck out and feeling as If all my awareness was in my tongue.

But this time I had no fear and broke out of that infinity like loop. I heard HER voice singing a song that I KNEW down inside my heart. I felt her but could not see her... SHE asked me If I was sure, SHE said I have always been a part of her. I then realized I was part of her song from HER heart, from her dreams, part of her thoughts, SHE has always loved me thus I am one with her.

anthony