The never-ending confusion of virtual communication! I enjoy your use of the word "allow," as it conveys what I meant to declare in my previous post. To decide what I am to become was a rather awkward explanation of my wishing to shed the fear and supposition that has prevented me from nurturing my true Self; thus, I shall allow myself to become who was always meant to be. (This, of course, I already am, yet somewhat veiled by the past: it is this I seek to shed myself of, and considering all happens for very definite reason and at exact points in "time," surely now is the moment...)
Similarly, I must allow myself to define what it is that will satisfy me most, and seize it rather than flee from it as I have done for too long. The illusion of victim-mentality and lack of control has been released...time to prosper!