Annoying isn't it! I'm really struggling at the moment. Feels like the whole meaning of my existence has been lost. I just find it so difficult to find anyone who really understands and can give new insight. The standard answer is that I just haven't met the right person yet. That may be true and I would so love to meet that person and never have any doubts, depression or anxiety again. Bet then I feel it is unreasonable to expect someone else to provide all those things.
Do you ffind that you can meet soemone and get caught up in all that initial flush of a relationship, then doubts and cracks start to form and despite your best efforts you feel yours being forced away from that person?
I literally find that I can go to bed one night thinking how excellent everything is only to wake up the next morning to feel completely different. I think I suffer from Obsessive compulsive Order. I can get so bogged down on one thing, in relationships and live in general that it rips me apart.