Yes, I always do do forgive my father and I feel sorry for him. I have two little grandchildren that he has never seen.
I love my father and sometimes I miss him. We used to ride motorcyces together. We used to drink and shoot pool and smoke pot. I had a nice Harley. I haven't been arrested for fighting in a very long time now.
That all seems like it was in a different lifetime now.
God has changed me. I think I am more forgiving because God forgave me though. I moved away and most people would never think I had been so bad. I don't have any tatoos or anything.
Luke 7:47 Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much: but to whom little is fogiven, the same loveth little.