Re: Please Pray for me! Extreme medical history and abuse!

I've been inviting God to do with me what He will - and that is how it has been for now. It is incredibly difficult, but there is no knowing where He will take me. Until I reach home, there are things to learn and a life to live.
And yes, God creates something out of nothing.
Remember the Chronicles of Narnia?
Out of nothing, a song brought everything into being.
Even the rocks underneath our feet tell us that. Limestone carbon-14 dated to 4 bllion years old, is, when studied after being under tremendous pressure and sea water, teaches http://www.answersingenesis.org/creation/v20/i3/old_earth.asp something quite else.

I read an article at least a half year ago, about a man who was a quadrepalegic, and typed his whole story out on a web page with a pencil. Really unbelievable. He kept having dreams and visions of Christ's suffering on the cross.

My own dad was praying about it and got the same answer. 'Remember the nails'.

Dammit, I AM NOT going to give up, this is MY life, and noone but Jesus can tell me how to live it, so up yours, devil!

I got hacked again. My AIM account, lost to a password hacker. The person took down my homepage, and defaced the blog. And my mobile is infected.
*nearly teethgrinding*

I'm sorry.. I .. I am venting a lot of anger. I have been under attack ever since last week. But if this doesn't teach me something about respecting myself and social boundaries, nothing will.
I'm trying not to drink water all night. 12 hours of torture, dammit! .. But I don't want to wear out my kidneys. The sleeping pills are bad. I want Orinthine so bad! I've been eating eggs, but the sulfur has been too much. Veggie juice and cranberry juice have helped, but I'm nearly unwilling to eat or drink much now. The bitter taste in my mouth is strong. My Antibiotics have messed my my anti-depressive and birth-control pills.

Please pray that I can stop the BC pills. Poor hubby may not be at all happy - but there is no way I'll do away with the Anti-deps. I've worked so hard to get here, and I still need the support until I can treat myself.

But don't worry, hubby is caring for me. I may be able to get ahold of Orinthine before long. Fish oil, most likely. *yeee-uck!*

Thank you for your support - hold fast and true to the love Jesus has for you. Use his name.
-Jeanette