I would highly recommend you try EFT. You can read the testimonials from folks like yourself who have been through many very difficult circumstances including rape, war, accidents etc. and have had great results using EFT. The best part is the tutorial is free on the website. Go to to emofree.com and check it out. The prodedure is so easy to learn I have taught it to 5 and 6 year old children and it worked for them.