Re: Karlin... Hows it going ?

Thats so nice to hear. Thanks.

I am just about to try again. I did relapse for a few days after the last try, somehow.
This is all good, maybe the way the angels are guiding me to do it, even if it seems I am not succeeding at times.

I have the best chance I will ever have, right here and now. I have good help, I am weaned down to lower doses than ever, and my body is both fed and purged!
I have learned a few more things too. I hear all the suceessfully 'unaddicted' say how much anything that is unnatural will hurt the gut and other pains of withdrawals. Like "don't eat canned soups", and "no sugar", "no processed foods" - these all set off a huge reaction for them. I have wondered what does it each time, and it seems there are triggers.

So maybe fasting, or semi-fasting, is best. Hunger and fatigue will occur, so I will try to sleep , but not eat much.

Anyways, I;ve taken what I hope to be my last dose again. And this time I have a better chance. My goodness, its the fifth time I seriously stopped in two months, I gotta get tired of it soon.

I am , once again, fully committed to going thru whatever it takes; the danger is when I am 'not me' anymore... in about 24 hrs this may happen.

If I take the easiest way out when the horror hits, I will lose again. So that is another guidepost - I will take the hard way this time.

Karlin