I have just recently found this site and am supprised at how seldom people are on it. I am a recovering bulimic, and have been for about 22 years. I am just looking for a place to vent and bounce ideas and suggestions off other women that share my struggle. I am married with two boys and want desperatly to free myself of this disease. With each passing year I try to manage it and control it only to loose control once again. I fear my kids will eventually "find me out" and see my biggest flaw that I never want them to discover.