Re: this is full moon busy-ness

Why "trapper"?

well...because the white tiger was a heady ruse ? (just guessing)and *this* (horseplay) is more about the unconscious entrapment of the ego-- translated
sadly, as "Trapper"

(btw-no judgement on anyone)


Oh well->>>> he chose the name, so that is its own Karma.


Hereabouts, the White Tiger

(name of Ghost) at the local zoo, is enough to make you sick-- with sorrow.
I believe seeing him in his pen (although spacious and snowy) triggered my son's first real illness. (age 2 1/2)

Something the doctors couldn't touch, although to MY sorrow they conned me into a spinal tap.)

*He developed a fever and an inability to eat for days AFTER the spinal tap.).
-even to keep water down. He'd been getting over whatever it was, but the hospital wouldn't let me go, and I was a young mother, feeling alone.

I *know* now for sure, my son was heartsick over Ghost. I wish I'd had the intuitive strength to do what my heart said at the time.


His small sick voice calling me, still haunts me at times.