Frustrated, does natural medicine REALLY work?

Hello everyone,

I am at my wits end. I have been trying to be good and do everything naturally, take supplements, stay away from prescription medication, eat healthy, exersize, did a 60 day Colonix cleanse and I still feel like crap! Does this natural medicine really work or are we all just a bunch of quack weirdos????

I am very tempted to go to my doctor, explain how I've been feeling, show her the ridiculous amounts of supplements I'm taking and get bloodwork and get on some drugs.

I feel spacey, can't concentrate, feel almost like I'm sleepwalking all the time. And I'm wondering if it's from not eating enough. I'm trying to follow the anti-candida diet, but with my energy level and all the restrictions, I don't know that I'm getting enough to eat. And I wonder if taking too many supplements could make me feel worse as well. I just want to feel like me again. I wonder if I should just take an antidepressant. I'm trying to stay positive and trust God but when you've felt crappy for so long it's hard. Does anyone on here take antidepressants but still do the healthy lifestyle. I almost feel like a quitter or a hypocrite for wanting to take them again since I've gotten into natural medicine so much the past several months. It just seems like everyone's on here TALKING about what to do to feel better, but is anyone on here ACTUALLY FEELING better? Or are we all just a bunch of hypochondriacs that have labeled ourselves sick and unhealthy forever constantly looking for things that are wrong with us?

I just want me back!! I want my sense of humor, my concentration, my memory, my appetite, my energy! How the hell can I get it back? I've had the summer off from work and now need to go back and don't feel ready at all and thought for sure I would.

Whew, know this sounds like a bitchfest but as you can tell I'm frustrated.