This is debatable of course, but I originally assumed that the writer meant to hold the solution in hand prior to ingestion; much like one would hold a ritual chalice prior to ingesting the wine, etc. I think it would prove far more beneficial to visualise the healing light at all times, prior to and after ingestion as well as when drinking the mixture itself. I rather like the notion of ritualising the whole affair, as it will surely create a sense of power and control over one’s condition (however severe) and the intent can only be conducive to healing. I also feel it would be best to hold the liquid in the mouth, concentrating on the effects you desire it to produce, before unleashing the full force as you swallow…this, at least, was similar to what I did early this morning, although I simply held the powder beneath my tongue for a few moments before allowing it to dissolve. I meditated for fifteen-twenty minutes after ingestion, visualising DNA-correction, amongst general light/pyramid-related imagery. It may seem laughable (for it does even to me) but I was rather disappointed when I realised that I had felt nothing out-of-the-ordinary. My meditation was deep and almost oppressive (my mind’s eye seemingly seeking to crush my skull) but this may have been due to my lack of sleep…I shall wait until further indulgences prior to forming an opinion of any kind. I am fasting for as long as is possible, not on lemon juice and molasses as originally thought but on whatever takes my fancy -- as long as it is not solid of course! Today I am drinking freshly juiced red grapes and apples, and may consume some super-food also, should I feel the desire. So, not a strict “fast” per se, merely an abstinence from solid food. (Some may say this is a fast, but I am not so easily convinced…) The Ancient Egyptians, the Babylonians, the Sumerians, etc., would have certainly fasted on water alone, but I am a little wary of doing so and may well wait until I have a number of protracted fruit-juice fasts under my belt before attempting water or dry fasting.

Thursday is full moon, indeed! I am very much looking forward to it, and hope to feel the cumulative effects of the white powder by then at least. I had planned to increase my study over the next few days especially, hoping to return to my Babylonian/Sumerian texts and tablets, but after searching for some time I appear to own not one document relating to shem-an-na… I shall perhaps study the Pyramid and Coffin texts some more, as I can be sure that mfkzt is mentioned there. (What is it?) I am also awaiting delivery of two of the Laurence Gardner books pertaining to man-na, and I am having difficulty containing myself! (As you may well have noticed.)

I have not felt this excited and indeed hopeful in so very long! Years, in fact.

Your story rings true on many fronts. It is a depressing thought, I find, to realise that one must suffer such banality in order to “learn a lesson.” There are surely far more beneficial methods of education than suffering situations and/or people you would rather steer clear of. No doubt this all resonates with tolerance; but I think we would all rather not tolerate certain individuals or factions… Work of any kind is slavery in my mind, and I am currently attempting to find the “answer” to this problem. I read an interview with Laurence Gardner recently, in which he described how he simply goes where the information takes him in order to research for his own benefit as well as for the benefit of others. Now this would be an enjoyable and fulfilling existence!

Anyway, your regression experiences are quite amazing. I do not wish to trouble you, and if you could perhaps provide the title of the tape series then I could pick up copies myself instead of having you mail them to me and being without them for a day or two. I have always been interested in finding out where I came from, or where I had been, but had always thought that I would have to endure a psychiatrist/hypnotherapist-type scenario.

I was pondering a monatomic “blog” of some kind early this morning -- a place to detail my own experimentation and progress as well as a home for a number of related documents which would perhaps be better placed together rather than spread all over the World Wide Web. It seems like a good idea at the moment, but my mind changes so quickly it may repulse me tomorrow.

I am sorry if I have forgotten to address a specific question or issue; my tired body is currently being powered by an over-active mind and this leads to some strange results and feelings…!

The postman/woman should have arrived by now, so you may have already received your ethereal delights...