I didnt go in the end, i went to the BBQ the next day and things were fine there.
Her cousin was friendly etc etc etc.
Me and my girlfriend talked last night.
It turned out she had no credit on her fone so thats why she didnt text me, she was annoyed at the fact that i didnt tell her i didnt want to go at the first attempt, but i just didnt want to hurt her.
Weve been to they gym today and had a good time together, things seem okay the minute.
We have had issues and weve talked over them.
Mostly they are caused by drunken rants and actions.
Were as bad as each other really.
She told me last night (and times before) that she wants to get engaged to me.