You wrote:
"I am sorry that I usually bitch about things all the time and am usually one of those complaining but this is because this really wasn't my station in life. I was destined to become a hobo, a dredger, a drunkard, all those people you see in the street or have dead end jobs that are miserable, horrible people, that would have been me and it would still would be if I hadn't got a taste of living healthy and having emotions and feelings"
It gave me a laugh. I marvel at some people who are self-deprecating while possessing a humourous twist...