You have found a small form of truth in what you claim has brought you mercy, love, acceptance and a promise of forgiveness with Gardens and rivers flowing under them, whatever that means. You are actually following a religion, Islam that is Anti-Christ. Jesus Christ is the Son of God. He lived on the Earth as God's only begotten Son. He Atoned for our sins that if we would repent we can become clean again. Salvation comes through His name and none other. Abaove the Al-Jida Network Head Quarter Discover in Fallujah by American Troops it said,
There is no God but Allah and Mohammed is his messenger.
The purpose of a radical Branch of Islam is to Kill Christians or who would promote anything other than Allah who ever you believe that is. I would say God the Father and Jesus Christ are the God's of Peace and Love. They want us to have free agency. Satan wants us to be enslaved to him. Islam it sounds to me enslaves people.