Sorry for your grief, Libra..I know this is difficult, but haven't you ever considered to have another child? i know (s he can't replace the one you lost, but... my problem is that I can't have one, unless I adopt, which now is not an option... it must have benn very difficult for you, but we are here for you, and indeed, this forum is very helpful. I started to look for liver cleanse and now i am wondering about...sometimes is difficult to express in good English, but, I still fell a deep connection with the people similar to me, even if from another country. Take care! and this you have a little angel that is there for you...