after 8 years in pain

I lost my unborn child because my huband and I decided it was not the right time to let him/her come into this life... i post here and not on an abortion forum because I consider this a real loss, even i do not know my child's face or name.. i felt as if am I a childless woman. And this is even harder because i cannot imagine my child's face or voice. it is faceless and speechless...it is terrible...and odds wants that i cannot become anymore a mother because my husband was found sterile. so our only hope, THAT child now is over. i can't explain in words how guilty I feel, how sad i am now, after 8 years of mourning. If i could I'll tell every single woman who chooses to abord to reconsider because you never know if that could be your only chance to beome a mother.. to all women here who are in pain, all my affection and do not feel alone. God is there for you! Tweet