Re: someone is poisoning me help???

i believe im being piosoned i believe he's been doing it for some time now he's even told me a method i will not repeat this method because i don't want any one to become subject to this because it's not a very pleasant experience im not the type to get angry but for the past several months to a year iv been jumping down every ones throats making threats to my mother there's been times where my visions been weird iv had numbness in my tounge upper lip my hand all in the past several months just recently out of the blue heart palpitations and other strange things about 4 years ago back when he lived with us the first time i think he was doing it then because one day out of nowhere he says i wish there was some kind of drug i could use to control you he says strange things some times so i didn't pay it no never mind the next thing i know im planning a suicide and some how i figured hey f*** it im going to smoke mojo then i went to coc all with in a matter of months i will say this i am mentally ill and have attempted suicide before this but i was on meds this second time and they worked what the hell changed my brain chemistry that would make me think about really messed up stuff commit drug abuse then swallow all my pills what the f if any one has experienced this talk back because i don't think the doctors believe me my psychiatrist thinks im being paranoid but he did say this type of paranoia is not like me but he still suggested i go to the psyc hospital and when i refused he just put on another med and said take this and come back in 2 weeks and see if i still feel the same of which im to scared to mix more meds with either poison or some kind of drug i guess i'm damned if i do or damned if i don't