Well but what do you want to do instead? Kill yourself?
We have no other choice. We have to accept it and try our best to live with this condition.
You also have to accept the fact that you may have to live with this forever. I think once you have ec, its not curable.
There is basically no one who has the exact same condition like me and there is also no one who got cured. So waiting and hoping for something to change is not an option.