Eye parasite??

Please help!! I am desperate!!
I am 47 yr old mom with 2 kids. 12 yrs ago we were on a beach in Georgia. After about 2 hours we left and I immediately began to feel like there was something in my eye. Since we were on vacation I tried roughing it out. By the third day my eye was swollen shut. There were no bumps /blisters on my eyelids. My eye has felt like I. I have a hair in it for 12 years now. My eyelashes fall out and Iturns red, feels scalded and gets white/creamy matter that comes out of my eyelashes, eyebrows, eye and sometimes my face. All on same side as infected eye. I have been to numerous doctors specialists, even a reflexologist who told me I had a parasite in my eye! So when my general MD did a fecal test it was negative!?!? Drs have suggested I'm crazy!? HELP! I feel like there's a hair in my everyday for the past 12 years. I cannot get relief and I am at my wits end. I have missed out on so many family things. Vaseline brings a small amount of relief, but that's the ONLY thing I've found. I don't know what else to do and I don't know how much longer I can fight it! I have lost 20% sight in my eye. I'm so scared this is going to kill me or I'm going to kill myself before I get treated for whatever this is. Tweet