The trouble is as you know this condition is restrictive.. so no matter how much one might try it's always there and never fully goes away.. it's like being in a relationship when you don't really love the other person.. the same could be said for life.. you can't live without EC holding you back. I like to think that far from shying away from life I am actually a lot mentally stronger than the majority of people. Plenty of people would have thrown themselves under a train or retired from life completely.. I maintain a basic level of functionality.. of course it's impossible for me to feel natural or attractive with a condition like this. My problems don't end at my EC, it's my other skin conditions which aggrevate things even more. I think anxiety and self-conciousness is a natural way to feel and a reasonable way to feel when you have something which is on show all the time. Spending enough time on this I'm convinced will get me somewhere - we can focus on the people that have cured their EC and take clues from the factors they mention that contributed to them being cured