I feel the same way. It's very hard to suddenly have something that has yet to have a cure. I'm pretty sure I only had this during the second half of 2015, but I noticed that even the upper started to get worse by last month. It makes me cry knowing I suddenly have something incurable but that's the reality.
Correct me if I'm wrong but, I've been reading some success stories here and I definitely remember you. What happened again? Was it just a temporary cure?