Start my 4th twenty one day water fast

HI everyone...
I have been here before.
about the same time most years..
I have had NO LUCk
I was hoping to shrink a benign HUGE tumor but it has not happened... seems when I start eating again (vegan) the tumor also grows!
I am looking at surgery in Feb. Needs to come out as its pressing against organs in my body.
For more info just search my old posts... really don't want to get into it again...
Im not looking for advise, Im sure i heard it all in my previous posts throughout the years.
I am vegan over 20 year, active, healthy and have a great job and an OK family life.
I am looking for some support to get me through the first 3-5 days which are HELL!! after that its easy sailing!
So who is gonna join me?