I am trying to meditate, but finding it difficult due to a completely over whelming, racing mind. I just started Zoloft, against my better judgement.
I take a wide array of supplements, including GABA, magnesium, vitamin C, collagen hydrosalt, colostrum etc.. My cortisol has tested high, but not to the point that would suggest this amount of collagen loss. There is something very powerful going on phscologically/physiologically, I wonder sometimes whether my body is actually reading my constant rumination about my skin as a signal to actually go ahead and break it down, and prevent new synthesis, a self fulfilling prophecy so to speak. After years of research, I'm kinda out of ideas.