Re: might post more later

i can mention some of my frustrations:
people on the forum presuposse everyone has the same illness... there are TONS of body types and pathogens in existence and many havent even been identified by main, it is like people like to orient themselves as a clan or group on these forums sometimes

i am often scatterbrained or busy or tired to write things mroe indepth
i had a lot of annoying ridiculous family members that seems really common of people with ANY disease ESPECIALLY worms and ESPECIALLY in america which seems to have been organized into rating people by how much income they can make and pay taxes on

i really want to make a structured and organized health write up

my problem is i am 70%... not a 100% man but i am healthy and strong enough to build a life and just live with my illness it almost seems like but i am sick enough be painfully reminded of it and annoyed
i dobut mny will have time to go through all of my posts by i have had an embarassng life story and i am 27 now... i read many people on these forums and i dont think they have the same disease/illness i do which is another frustration realizing how unique disease is

i was tinking of different angles to approach my worms by here is how i was going to make my overview if i get around to making it:

worm
timeline (year by year of my symptoms)
overview
history
future
parasitology
medical imaging
medical test strategies
mms research
test my sample
print+read+highlight+review
go through files
gather acquaintances

i need to go through my health history sometime
i have what i believe are macro (not microscopic) worms in my chest area that make me shakey and dead-fatigued a lot... i believe they are macro because i can clearly feel them... they make my skin/body/muscles (not sure what) twitch sometimes

i have visible scars on my hands by i have shakey hands and am busy so i havent gotten around to taking a picture of them yet

i might have to rewrite the following later more organized but here goes:

age 0-10 i was fatigued but this really doesnt count that much because childhood development in the body isnt really that good of an indicator of adult illness (but the fatigue never really went away) i remember having fibromyalgia too but all-in-all i was an OK kid

age 10-13 my sister trained our dog to bite me... we had a mini daschund and i cant remember exactly what but i think it was heartworms that our dog had and so my sister got OTC heartworm tabs and i have a childhood memory of seeing worms in the expelled poop... this may or may not have anything to do with why i am sick
it might have NOTHING to do with why i am sick
it traumatized me psychologically but not THAT much... i keep remembering it because i am sick and have poor emotional fortitude based on my phsyiology (not psychology really)
it might have NOTHING to do with why i am sick because you can get disease from MANY things including mosquito, tick (i was biten by these), germs
i may continue this write up more indepth later
sorry i didnt write more but i have stuff in my chest that is probably the heart area that makes me:
ansy
depressed
fatigued
anxious