I have been married almost 20 yrs. now and have REALLY held back our whole entire marriage. I was an abused child and had a horrible first marriage.
I really love my husband and have decided that I really want to change my sex life. I want to please him like he has never seen before. I want to start giving him blowjobs and be really good at it. I gave him a blowjob the other night and he exploded. But I thought that I would be able to get him hard again. No go. I wanted more but couldn't get it the way I wanted. How can I get him hard again within a timely manner?