Re: Feeling very dull...(Not

You bring up excellent points.

Looking at everything holistically with patiences is key i see....

I am sure you are the same person who commented on my posts last time, so you know my story.
I am still just soooo perplexed at how I just woke up feeling completely demented/psychotic/depersonalized out of absolutely nowhere one day.

Btw, THC never "wired me". In fact, before the night I woke up absolutely crazy, (ABSOLUTELY! Its been over 2 years since that day and my mind and body is stilllll shook), i never felt wired. I was always super composed and grounded before the psychosis.

I am wondering if my marijuana habit led to the psychosis/panic/anxiety/adrenal hyperfunction.

I think about what caused my dysfunction everyday and try to figure out what went wrong but still no clue.

It wasnt "directly" from any one time that I used marijuana either. Like i have said before, i felt completely utter normal prior to sleeping that night, then BOOOOOM, i woke up demented.

What a puzzling scenerio that will keep me wondering til the day I die.

I guess progress is what I can be optimistic about.

Your comments have been very supportive, please if you have anything else I can ponder on, I am all ears. Tweet