I understand you my friend - This has most likely left some negative, false belief systems on your hard drive (subconscious mind). You could benefit hugely by deleting these viruses via hypnotherapy.
Also, destructive emotions in the chemical form get stuck in the liver behind hardened clumps of bile and debris, causing you to re-experience the same emotions she may have created in you over and over again, causing deficiencies in the hair follicles. You would also hugely benefit from flushing your liver.