Re: Paranoid about sensations

Well now I am calm but a year ago I nearly had a nervous breakdown. I couldn't deal with this. I was so disgusted by the whole thought that I thought about suicide. I gagged and threw up looking at the worms. This site helped me so much. I knew I wasn't alone and not the only one. Once you wrap your head around the fact animals get parasites and people get parasites and you need to figure out what is wrong with you because doctors won't and you don't want to die, you kind of put on your big girl panties and deal with it. What choice do you have? My nightmare was that I would forever be a recluse and bugs would crawl out of me at random times and I wouldn't be able to leave the house. Then they would kill me and eat me. Thank GOD for animal meds and over seas pharmacies.