It sounds like the parasites you have may be more severe than paragone would take care of. Try humaworm, or Intestinal Freedom, by American Biologics. Also, it is important to be replacing the intestinal flora in your systen with healthy microorganisms. Go to the health food store and ask for a good probiotic, refrigerated are best and need to be kept refrigerated as they are live cultures.
As far as the spiritual side of things, I release healing and deliverance from suicide or any other negative thing in Jesus name over you Ashley. Instead, i release His presence, his love and his light in your life in Jesus name. Amen!