I didn't mean to make you write a big long post explaining your position on things if you don't have time, I was just stating my thoughts on what I heard in that first video. I'm sorry if my post implied to you that I don't think you have a personal relationship with God. Actually, all of the posts I read from you seem to indicate that you are a true dedicated seeker of God and that you do have a personal intimate relationship with Him.
I didn't mean to offend you in any way and I realize that I am a bit harsh in the way I post. I am well aware of my short-comings in my own life of not manifesting the pure love of Christ in my own heart and words and this is something that I pray that Christ will help to bring into my life.
I read your testimony in your old post and I can really relate to a lot of the things that you said. Even before I read that post, I already knew in my heart that you were this kind of person. So again, sorry if my comments made you feel like I was saying you were not a true seeker of God, just the opposite, I know that you are.